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ऐसा नहीं है के तू ज्यादा कुछ अच्छा लिखती है में तेरे गीत पढ़ता हूं, क्योंकी उनमें तू दिखती है। तेरी सांसे, तेरी धड़कन, तेरा वो सारा अल्लहड़पन तेरी हर एक बात , लफ्जो मेे तू रखती है। में तेरे गीत पढ़ता हूं, क्योंकी उनमें तू दिखती है। उन गीतों मेे मैं तेरे दर्द पढ़ता हूं तेरे टूटे सपनों के टुकड़े चुनता हूं कुछ बूंदे तेरे आंसू की भी होती है तुझसे बिछड़ने के गम मेे अब भी रोती है कभी कहा होगा तूने, वो सारी बाते वो अब कहती है में तेरे गीत पढ़ता हूं, क्योंकी उनमें तू दिखती है। वहीं कहीं लफ्जो मेे अब भी वो खंजर पड़ा है दर्द के तेरी वजह बने सीने में जड़ा है छलनी दिल तो अब तक तूने सी लिया होगा उसका घाव मैंने देखा रूह तक पड़ा है कैसे सह लेती है इतना, कैसे जी लेती है में तेरे गीत पढ़ता हूं, क्योंकी उनमें तू दिखती है। मेरी बातो का मतलब तू अब ढूंढा ना कर मेरे इरादे क्या है ये सोचा ना कर एक पुस्तक है तू, मै बस तुझको पढ़ता हूं तेरे बीते कल से, तू बन के लड़ता हूं कैसे इतने बोझ तले तू जी लेती है में तेरे गीत पढ़ता हूं, क्योंकी उनमें तू दिखती है।

Teri yaadonko andar rakh ke, Jazbaato ko apne ddhak ke, Apno se aankhe bhinch rahaa hu; Tujhbin ab jeena sikh rahaa hu. Tujhko dekha, tujhko paaya, agle modd pe fir tujhe khoya. Tu ye kabhibhi naa jaanegi, har roj me tujhpe kitnaa royaa. Sar jhukaa ke aaj bhi apni, bhigi palke pochh rahaa hu. Apno se aankhe bhinch rahaa hu; Tujhbin ab jeena sikh rahaa hu. Wo din bhi gayaa. aur tu bhi gayi, Maine suraj khoyaa jo teri subah nayi. Fir ek baar tujhpe mai sab haaru.. Har roj meri ummeed wahi. Har aahat pe, Har dastak pe, Me aaj bhi tujhko soch rahaa hu. Apno se aankhe bhinch rahaa hu; Tujhbin ab jeena sikh rahaa hu. Tune jo kabhi kiya nahi, Wo iqraar jo meraa tha. chupchaap maine intezaar kiya, tadpaana yu haq tera tha. Teri galiyon me chhup ke jaakar, Me aaj bhi tujhko ddhundh rahaa hu. Apno se aankhe bhinch rahaa hu; Tujhbin ab jeena sikh rahaa hu.

That past of mine was so much bright It was you, who brought me all that light Ice cream, lunches, those coffees n wines Every moment with you for me was divine Was it a mistake that I fell for you Was it mistake that I then loved you Long drives, bike rides, those crazy games Partying every night with your crazy friends That me n you burning floors whole night Each night new club that life was delight Still waiting n waiting I'm here for you Was it mistake that I then loved you Matinees operas everything that we did I was worried, you'll leave some day god forbid I noticed there's something between us was missing I was naive, I thought, maybe am bad in kissing You made me realize, I was not good for you Was it mistake that I then loved you Broken heart, shattered mind, and damaged soul I roamed around with the pain untold What happened, what happened, what was wrong between us I begged for my answer, from every god in every church Everyday I still stand incomplete withou...

That bright red gown and silver heels Since you entered the floor, I am counting your kills You just looked around and threw a little smile The music was louder, it stopped for a while DJ was stunned, of course he was charmed foots tapping on the floor just got alarmed Those hazel eyes yours, sent down the chills       That bright red gown and silver heels Things got hotter, when you grabbed that chair Crossed your legs, light brushed your hair Raised arm at waiter, he was already in awe That whole presence of yours, for him was just last straw He fumbled a bit, but then grabbed that menu He took a little breath, and ran towards you Those few steps towards you, was a task uphill       That bright red gown and silver heels The food that you ordered, that drink which you sipped Those hand moments of yours, those gorgeous lips Whole damned floor was just startled with your flair Woman dazzling as you was sight rarest of rare Then you get off your chair, h...

तेरी सोच अलग है, इरादे अलग है तूने कीसिसे किए वादे अलग है दुनिया में तेरी, मेरी कोई जगह नहीं मेरा एहसास भी तुझे हो, इसकी कोई वजह नहीं पर बिना तेरे जाने मै तुझपे मर सकता हूं बिना तेरे जाने भी तुझसे प्यार कर सकता हूं। एक भिड है तेरे आसपास, उस भिड का मै हिस्सा हूं जो कोई नहीं जानता, मै वो अनसुना किस्सा हूं तेरे पास से भी गुजरू मै, तुझे पता नहीं चलेगा तू वो ख्वाब है मेरा जो मुझे कभी नहीं मिलेगा ना मिले तो ना सही, मै फिर भी घंटो तुझे तकता हूं बिना तेरे जाने भी तुझसे प्यार कर सकता हूं। तू कुछ पाक सी है मुझे, मै तेरा जिक्र भी नहीं करता बस तुझे हसते देख सकू, और मै फिक्र भी नहीं करता किसी और से बाते करते देख लू तो थोड़ी तकलीफ होती है पर औकाद पता है खुदकी मुझे, मिट्टी पावों में ही होती है मेरे खयालों में तुझे थामे, मै ज़िन्दगी भर रह सकता हूं बिना तेरे जाने भी तुझसे प्यार कर सकता हूं।

Every time we saw, we thought it will last forever Walking hand in hand, you were always together What happened, what happened that you parted away As if body n soul were going away What about that promise, you said, you will break never Walking hand in hand, you were always together While you were together, that bling in your eyes Nobody else ever exist, it was your paradise Those sharing coffee mugs, that shy, stealing glance Those touch you used to steal, not leaving any chance The spark both of you had, we haven't seen it ever Walking hand in hand, you were always together We remember your waiting at the corner of the gate For hours you used to be there, and he was always late The moment you see him, we always noticed your blush While you did so much for him, he was always in the rush You two had your world, while we all had foregathered Walking hand in hand, you were always together What happened to you now, it seems you lost part of your soul Looks like you have everything, ...

मेरे खुशी का हर पल, वो किसी पाक सदा सी है जिसका सजदा मै करना चाहूं, वो उस खुदा सी है उसको थोड़ा और जान सकू, इस उम्मीद में रहता हूं भीड में उसे में भी दिख जाऊ, बस ये इरादा रखता हूं जैसे कोई अंजान किस्सा, वो सबसे जुदा सी है जिसका सजदा मै करना चाहूं, वो उस खुदा सी है कुछ अलग है अंदाज़ उसका, कुछ अलग तरीके है परछाई के भी उसके, हुरो से सलीके है ना आवाज सुनी, ना जाना उसे, ठीक से देखा भी नहीं पर कुछ अपनी सी लगती है, मुझ जैसे ही तरीके है जिसपे दुनिया मर मिट जाए, वो उस प्यारी अदा सी है जिसका सजदा मै करना चाहूं, वो उस खुदा सी है बस यही कही है वो, मेरे आसपास ही मेरी राह भी है, और मेरी तलाश भी वो तो ये भी नहीं जानती, की कितना सोचता हूं उसे बस उसे सुनने की ख्वाहिश है, और मिलने की आस भी कुछ और पल में खुश रह सकूं, वो उस वजाह सी है जिसका सजदा मै करना चाहूं, वो उस खुदा सी है

Her presence is like a breeze Those eyes are like a sky With all her charm, she still looks empty World is struggling to know why. Someone went ahead and asked her What is that thing she desire Give me my space to shatter She didn't even blink an eye I have some fire inside me I am not sure what to do It's burning me like a hell I still want to keep it, donno why With this, she smiled nonchalantly Adjusted her pretty crown, There, turned around that diva Nobody saw her wiping her eye.

Fir kisi manzar me teri talaash karunga bass tab tak na rok, tab tak yuhi jaam bharunga Aaj bhi tere yaado ko mausikhi me bhar ke jeeta hu, Bikhrte rehte hai fir bhi tere khwaab roj chun chun ke sita hu, Tera jitna intezaar kal tha, me kal bhi utna hi karunga bass tab tak na rok, tab tak yuhi jaam bharunga Teri hi shikaayat thi hamesha ki mujhpe yakeen karna mushkil hai Kab tak tera haath thaame chalunga, ye samjhna mushkil hai Mere wajood pe bhi tujhe shak tha, ke kya me sach me hu jo me hu Is baat ka kya bharosa, ke me jo tha wo kal bhi wahi rahu Maine to tab bhi kahaa tha, ab tujhbin nahi rahunga Bass tab tak na rok, tab tak yuhi jaam bharunga Kahi door hai ab tu, ye bhi nahi pataa kahaa hai Mere liye kuchh nahi badlaa, teri aahte abhibhi yahaa hai Tune khud raah badali thi soch ke , kahi me chhod ke na chalaa jau, Mujhko to tab bhi nahi tha ilm, ke gar tujhe chhodu bhi to kahaa jaau Ek baar kahi door hi dikh jaa yaar, bass tujhe jii bhar ke dekhunga Bass tab tak na rok, tab tak yu...

Taale me chhup ke baithaa hai bhagwaan Tuzse ummeed lagaata hoo Tu hi dikhaaye khwaab bewkufaana Unhi ke pichhe bhaagtaa hoo Sab kuchh ek khel hai tere liye Bass thoda sa waqt bahlaane ke liye Khud dhun banaaye, aur hame nachaaye Halki madaarat paane ke liye Tu Insaan banaake khud insaaniyat bhula Is haqueeqat se raabtaa hoo Tu hi dikhaaye khwaab… Ye thik hai, ye nahi hai Tune khud ne bataayaa Fir muzse har tarah ka kaam bhi tune hi karwaaya Sab hone ke baad has ke bola muze bohot gunaah hai tere, Jannat na milegi tere liye to me jahannoom hi rakhtaa hu Tu hi dikhaaye khwaab… Kya bachakaanaa harqate hai ye… Tu kaise khudaa hai.. Agar mai galati karu, Tu muzse kaise judaa hai Ye tadap ye sajaa, har baar meri hi kyu bane Sab kuchh tune kiya aur karwaayaa Aur anjaam ke waqt tu meri bhi na sune? Yaa to khudaa banana tera ghamand hai, ya jaroorat Is baat kaa ilm rakhtaa hoo Tu hi dikhaaye khwaab… Ab tuzse kisi ka pyaar nahi bachaa, Sab ko bas tera darr hai Kahi tu kuchh kar na de bass is k...

Chal maan hi liya maine, Mai tera koi nahi tha, Tu bhi meri nahi thi, aur waqt bhi mera nahi tha. Badi ummeed se tera haath thaamaa tha maine, Sun sun ke teri baate, teri shakhsiyat ko jaanaa tha maine Teri nazro me khudko dhundhne ki koshish ki thi Tere sapno me kabhi to aau ye saajish ki thi Kya kya kiya tha maine tujhe ek pal dekhne ke liye, Is baat ka tujhe kabhi koi andaajaa hi nahi tha -----Chal maan hi liya maine, Mai tera koi nahi tha, -----Tu bhi meri nahi thi, aur waqt bhi mera nahi tha. Sab ke bich me chhup chhup ke tujhe mera dekhna, Jahaa kabhi tune rakhaa hua hoga, usi jagah mera haath rakhna, Teri chhoti se chhoti, allhad baate bhi dhyaan se sunke, Ghanto unpe tujhse, haarti hui bahas karnaa Kyu kartaa hu me ye sab, is baat ka shaayad tujhe kabhi ilm hi nahi tha. -----Chal maan hi liya maine, Mai tera koi nahi tha, -----Tu bhi meri nahi thi, aur waqt bhi mera nahi tha. Pichhli baar bhi tu jab saamne se gujree thi, Shaayad aakhri baar tha, par tu nahi thami thi Dekh ke b...

Kuchh to jagah hogi na mere liye tere dil me, kuchh to jagah hogi na mujhe tere kal me.. Meri najro ne har roz tujhe puchha tha Aaj bas bataa de na mujhko ho sake to, wo tu hi tha ya koi dujaa tha.. Aise me tere paas tha , jaise tera ahsaas tha, bhidd thi aas paas tere kaiyo ki, Mujhko hamesha lagaa me tera khaas tha. har roj sajde me apne khudaa se, maine bass tera bhalaa puchha tha.. ---Aaj bas bataa de na mujhko ho sake to, ---wo tu hi tha ya koi dujaa tha.. Baate tere baare me kaiyo se suni thi, Sab ki tere baare me alag raay bani thi. Tu kuchh alag hai, hoga na kabhi mera, Teri raate alag hai aur alag hai savera.. Andar hi andar ye mujhe kitna bhi pataa ho, Maine par har pal bass tujhko pujaa tha.. ---Aaj bas bataa de na mujhko ho sake to, ---wo tu hi tha ya koi dujaa tha.. Mujhko ab tera paigaam nahi milta, Roj ka tera dua salaam nahi milta.. Dekh ke aas paas tujhko apne, Jo khilta tha mera, chehra nahi khiltaa.. Mere liye fir se jalaa hi nahi hai, Tere jaane ke sang jo diyaa bu...

Har raat teri sahar laayi, har raah teri gali se aayi Jab bhi chahaa ki tujhe bhulu, Har saans teri khabar laayi Kisi mod pe fir tu aayega, Chalte chalte takraayega, Alfaajo se gar kuchh na bhi kahe, Najro se par pahchaanega. Ye soch soch ke maine har roz, Na jaane ddhundhi har parchhayi.. Jab bhi chahaa ki tujhe bhulu, Har saans teri khabar laayi Tere jaane ka maatam me ab kitne roj manaaungi, Hasnaa to maine chhod diya, Jeena na chhod paaungi. Mera rehnaa behad zaroori hai, gar teri hasee kisi pahar aayi Jab bhi chahaa ki tujhe bhulu, Har saans teri khabar laayi Teri yaado ko rukhsat me, karnaa chaahti bhi nahi. Chaahe kitnaa bhi me tadpu, Bhulnaa tuze chaahti bhi nahi. Kisi ki to mujhpe meher hogi, Har dar me sajdaa kar aayi Jab bhi chahaa ki tujhe bhulu, Har saans teri khabar laayi

Ek ajab sa khoomaar hai teri in baato me, Din se raat hone ka pataa nahi chaltaa.. Tere saare dosto ko mil jaata hai, badi aasaani se, Bass ek mujhko tera waqt nahi miltaa Har waqt tera wo khud ki zulfe sahi karnaa, Dosto se saajish kar ke, baaki sab pe hasnaa, Kaafi shiddat se tujhe tak rahi hu me chupchup ke, Paagal hai tu, tujhko pataa bhi nahi chaltaa Tere saare dosto ko mil jaata hai, badi aasaani se, Bass ek mujhko tera waqt nahi miltaa Maine dosti hi sab se isiliye ki, ke mai tuze sunn saku, Achha lagta tha mujhe teri baate sunna, me tere sang reh saku. Aankhe khol ke kabhi to, kabhi to gaur se dekh Sirf dost nahi hu teri me, kuchh alag hai apnaa raabtaa Tere saare dosto ko mil jaata hai, badi aasaani se, Bass ek mujhko tera waqt nahi miltaa Ab saare kambakht jaan chuke hai meri nazar ko, Haste hai roj tere jaane ke baad mere hashr ko. Kahte hai, me bataa du tuze gar tujhpe jaan chhidkti hu Kyuki aise to tu mera sab me, ehtiraam bhi nahi rakhta Tere saare dosto ko mil jaata hai...

Kabhi raat me kya tum jaagte ho? kabhi apni yaado se bhaagte ho? Kya dil kabhi bhar aata itna ke muh se saanse lena pad jaaye? honth bhinch ke roye ho itna ke har aansoo palko pe add jaaye? Kya dard hua hai itna kabhi ki sine me ek jalan uthe? Kya yaad kabhi yu aayi hai ke, har rag rag me ek chubhan uthe? Ek baar kabhi mahsoos hua ke is ghootan me jaan na nikal jaaye? honth bhinch ke roye ho itna ke har aansoo palko pe add jaaye? Har roj subah jab aankh khuli to kya aankho me ek chehra tha? Har hansi pe, har muskaan pe teri, Kya anjaane dard ka pahraa tha? Har jhuthi hasi pe tumhe lagaa ke naa nikal yahi pe dam jaaye? honth bhinch ke roye ho itna ke har aansoo palko pe add jaaye? Gar ye sab tumne bhi jhela to kya karte ho ye batlaa do. Har pal yahaa dum ghutataa hai, Mujhko bhi jinaa sikhla do. Paagalpan hai ye ke chaahta bhi nahi, ke ye dard kabhibhi mit paaye. honth bhinch ke roye ho itna ke har aansoo palko pe add jaaye?

Kisi waqt tu mere saath thi Zindgi me tab koi baat thi Har din tha mera bas tera Tuzse baate har raat thi Ab thoda kuchh to kharaab hai Har shaam haath me sharaab hai Har roj mera intezaar karna Tere aane tak teri raah taknaa Teri wo ddher si baate, Samjhe na samjhe fir bhi sunna Ab hoti to tu bhi sunti Mere paas baate behisaab hai Ab thoda kuchh to kharaab hai Har shaam haath me sharaab hai Tere khaane ke wo nakhre, kya tthik nahi, Kya achha hai Meri pasand kabhi thi hi nahi, Bass tune kahaa to sachcha hai Ab roknewala koi bhi nahi Aazaadi behisaab hai Fir bhi thoda kuchh to kharaab hai Har shaam haath me sharaab hai Ruk hi jaati naa yaar mere sang, Thodi to koshish kar leti Baahe to kabse faili thi, Bass apne aap ko bhar leti Jab bhi tanhaa hu, royaa hu Dil asko ka sailaab hai Ab thoda kuchh to kharaab hai Har shaam haath me sharaab hai

Kal me gai thi chhupke fir se teri gali me, Kuchh bhigi palke, kuchh dhundhli yaade bikhri teri gali me Badi koshish se sambhala maine fir apne aap ko, Ab nahi tuttna mujhe fir se teri gali me... Yaad aaya mujhe achhanak se wo tere saare waade, Tune kiye the jo mujhe, kabhi teri gali me. Wo teri aankho ki tthandak, aur baaho ka sahaaraa, Sambhaalaa tha jisne kabhi mujhko teri gali me... Kal me gai thi chhupke fir se teri gali me, Kuchh bhigi palke, kuchh dhundhli yaade bikhri teri gali me Nukkad ke tere dost ab dikhe nahi wahaa, Paaye jaatre the jo din raat aksar teri gali me Wo shorgul bhi band tha, wo zindgi bhi gum thi, Tere hone pe jo paayi jaati thi, aksar teri gali me Kal me gai thi chhupke fir se teri gali me, Kuchh bhigi palke, kuchh dhundhli yaade bikhri teri gali me Kahi se achanak takra gayaa wo chhota bachcha fir se, chhedtaa tha jisko tu baar baar teri gali me Badi maasoomiyat se usne kuchh dhundha mere aaspaas Wo bhi naadaan dekhnaa chaahta tha tuzko fir se teri gali me ...

What if I promise you, you'll never be sad What if I promise you, I'll try hard What if I promise you, I'll do my best What if I promise you, you'll never regret       Will you please once come back to me        Will you please I beg always be with me... Do you remember the time we had, Do you remember how much you were glad Do you remember every glass of wine Me holding your arm, as if you were mine Those stars in your eyes, when you looked at me You promised, together we will always be        Will you please once come back to me        Will you please I beg always be with me... I might have never said, but I wanted you I never dreamt of being without you Hopping all around the town, I used to come to you Those miles of travels I did just to see you Did you ever think, how much you meant to me You were my dream, you were soul to me        Will you please once come back to me     ...

मैंने कईयों को अपना टूटा ख्वाब पिरोते देखा है। दिन भर हसने वाला चेहरा रात में रोते देखा है। उनकी दिन भर की वो खुशी क्या कोई छलावा बस एक था मैंने अक्सर लोगो को अपना तकिया भिगोते देखा है। हर सुबह एक मुखौटा ओढ़, वो सारे बस चल पड़ते है, पावों में पहिये बांधकर, सुइयों से घड़ियों की लड़ते है। दिनभर की वो चहलपहल, वो भीड़ का हिस्सा बन जाना, कैसे हो के हर होते सवाल पे ठीक हूं कह के बतियाना। मैंने उनके इस झूठ में उनको दर्द डुबोते देखा है। मैंने कईयों को अपना... सूरज की धुप में इन सब का ग़म ढका ढका रह जाता है, भीड़ की चादर में टूटा मन कुछ छुपा छुपा रह जाता है। अपने अपने दिल के अंदरके जलते सूरज से लड़ते है, रात के अंधेरे में अपनी तन्हाई में ये बिखरते है। दिन भर की वो नकली ताकत उनको मैंने रात में खोते देखा है। मैंने कईयों को अपना... दिन भर इनके गाने भी अलग, हरकते अलग सी होती है, वहीं रात मै बेचैनी इनकी खून के आंसू रोती है। वो तन्हाई, बीती यादे, खयालों में इनके जब छाती है, जो छूट गया, या था ही नहीं , उसकी भी याद इन्हे आती है। उन खुशमीजाजो को रात में गम के नगमे सुनते दे...

Intezaar tera kar kar ke humne shaam guzaar di.. Ab tuze neend na aaye is dua me raat guzaar denge.. Jab soyegi tu raat ki aagosh me simat kar, Teri shakl ki yaado ko apni palko me utaar lenge.. Tujhko dekha tha kal, khud ki zulfonse khelte hue, ungliyo pe dupatta apna lapette hue. Baato baato me aankho ko apni bhinch kar, Kuchh hi lafzo me jyada baate samette hue. Tujhe bhanak bhi na lagi thi, chupke se fir tujhe dekhenge ---Jab soyegi tu raat ki aagosh me simat kar, ---Teri shakl ki yaado ko apni palko me utaar lenge.. Dekha tha jab teri hasee jhalak rahi thi, Kisi ne shaayad koi pyaari baat kahi thi. Tera hasnaa mujhe tab achha to laga tha, par uski wajah koi aur tha soch, khoon jalaa tha. Kaash me wo wajah ban paataa, ye soch soch jalenge... ---Jab soyegi tu raat ki aagosh me simat kar, ---Teri shakl ki yaado ko apni palko me utaar lenge.. Ho saktaa hai ke mera wajood tujhe mehsoos hi na hua ho, Koi shakhs hai is naam ka pataa bhi na chalaa ho. Bheed ka ek hissa hu, mai tere aaspa...

With the floral robe and sleepy eyes She will be sleeping till sun rise With the soul that enthrals thousands around She will take rest in her dream paradise She must've been drown, must've been tired By running all over the heaven, and getting admired is not a smaller feet for any other angel Even they would have been in awe of those crystal eyes She will take rest in her dream paradise With the floral robe... Those lips must've been spoken a lot What a creation I made, god must've thought By stretching her arms, yawning like a dream She'll jump in a bed and narrow her gleam It would've got stunned, thank god time don't have eyes She will take rest in her dream paradise With the floral robe....

Jaat kya, Dharm kya, Baap ka tha karm kya Itne saare prashno me, uttaro ka marm kya Kaam, Lobh, rakt-paat, iska prapanch kya Janm purv shuru is khel ka hai anty kya Vaasnaa se nirmiti hai mere is sharir ki Matr pitr sab ko kaamnaa thi randhir ki Meri kirti vishw me atyant nitaant ho Meri har katha ka ant atyant sukhaant ho Ichhaho ke maa baap ka, tha kabhi ant kya Jaat kya, Dharm kya... Jaat Dharm ek hai, Hum sabhi samaan hai, Paisaa maatr kuchh nahi, usse lete saamaan hai Ram navmi, Eid aur christmas sukhi tyohaar hai Maine sunaa ganatantr me prem-bhav apaar hai Astitv mera jaise, ishwar ka drishtaant kya Jaat kya, Dharm kya.. Saraswati mandir me dnyanarjan karne gayaa Upsthiti me guro-jano ki dharm tha puchha gayaa Hindu hu, islaam hai aur pita ka kya kaary hai Dnyaan paanaa hai to ye har chij aniwary hai Dharm ek hai, tha is baat ka fir arth kya Jaat kya, Dharm kya.. Paathshala ne bataaya dnyan shulk bhinn hai Jaat meri kya hai, ispe mera vyay bhinn hai jaati meri uchch hai to roon...

Fir chalaa, gira, utha aur bhaga Meri manzil nahi pata, Mera sahil nahi pataa Kaun hai sath me, Kaun chhut gayaa, Mera hamrahi nahi pataa Par har subah subah, khud ko khiche, neendo se me jaaga Fir chalaa... Kal isi sadak pe haara tha, Apna sab kuchh yahaa waara tha. Ummeede, Sapne, khwahisho ne, Isi sadak pe maara tha. Me aaj fir bhi wahi karaah sahte hue bistar me jaaga Fir chalaa... Har roj ki hai baat wahi, kuchh na kuch aaj hoga hi sahi, Itna hu jaagaa raato me Chaadar me silwate bhi nahi Fir uth padaa hu me thak ke thaame yu kismat ka dhaaga Fir chalaa... Thakne ka haq ab bachaa nahi Ruk jaau aisi wajah nahi Kandhe hai bojh se jhuke hue Mujhko jine si sajaa nahi Par ummeede mujhpe hai sab ki jimmedaari se me kab bhaaga Fir chalaa...

I am still in that winter, where we were together I so wanted it to be longer if not forever Those cozy movie shows, those glasses of wine When you were with me, everything was so fine Ditching everyone else so that we can be lonely I told so many lies, to be with you only We never split away even for a breather I am still in that winter, where we were together I so wanted it to be longer if not forever Those my longer travels to see you everyday Breaking all those barriers to see you everyday Skipped so many lunches to be around you I take so many chances to see you everyday My hand brushing against you in that cold weather I am still in that winter, where we were together I so wanted it to be longer if not forever Those chitchats those gossips, while we were driving we both knew between us, there was something that's thriving Me spending so much time to be there with you Though none of us said this, i am sure we were falling Those moments were my precious, I never had another I ...

Wo rang kya jo rawaani chhod chalaa jaaye... Wo aashique kya jo jawaani chhod chalaa jaaye... Thoda itr failaa lo chadaro me apni... Jab me raat me aau, jamaanaa kahaani chhod chalaa jaaye... Silwate tere bistar me teri karwato ki gar hai Shaayad mere intezaar ka unpe wo asar hai Fir se apne hothon pe wo laali tu chadhaa le, Jiske failne ne har baar ddhaya kuchh qahar hai Fir se kisi jaam ki khushbu me bahaa jaaye Jab me raat me aau, jamaanaa kahaani chhod chalaa jaaye... Aaungaa ya nahi is baat ka kis ko yakeen hai, Mera jo bhi hai bass aaj hai, is pal hai, yahi hai Waade naa maang mujhse tujhe har baar milne ke, Ik raah pe chalnaa, meri fidrat me nahi hai.. Chal chhod na, mat soch kal ko, is pal me jiyaa jaaye Jab me raat me aau, jamaanaa kahaani chhod chalaa jaaye... Sunaa tha aansuose tune kal takiye bhigoye the, Meri saari yaado ko sharaab me duboye the.. Meri beparwaai ki kahaaniya apne dosto ko sunaa ke, Badduwaaye dete dete tum jyada hi roye the... Maine tujhe kab kaha ki ab m...

Fir ek baar mere paas aake, zulfoke pichhe se fir muskuraa ke Dekhe the kabhi wo khwaab jagaa ke Fir ek baar mujhe khul ke hasaa de Jaise kiya tha kabhi tune waise, Chal ek baar mujhe sab kuchh bhulaa de Waqt ka dariya kabhi thamaa hi nahi hai, Tu bah gayaa hum abhibhi yahi hai. Lahro ne kaafi koshishe kari par, Meri kashti aaj bhi wahi hai. Mood ke to aaja ek baar ae zaalim, Mujh ko bhi apne sang thoda bahaa de.. ----Jaise kiya tha kabhi tune waise, ----Chal ek baar mujhe sab kuchh bhulaa de Mere paas teri kuchh tasweere padi hai, Kitnaa chaaha par naa mitne pe adii hai. Tujhe bhool jaau kai baar sochaa, Par kambakht dil ki zid bhi badi hai Dekh le ho sake to ek baar, fir se thodi nayi tasweere banaa de... ----Jaise kiya tha kabhi tune waise, ----Chal ek baar mujhe sab kuchh bhulaa de Har roj mai kai baar tutatti hu, khudaa se ddhero sawaal puchhti hu. Tere har lafz ko baar baar yaad kar ke, Tujhse bane un zakhmo ko kuredti hu. Ek baar chhu le na mujhe fir se tu, Chaahe to fir naye z...

I have seen so many broken souls roaming around Shaken, crumbled, making false happy sounds Their tweets, statuses, insta-posts are so dope You read them, you see them and see so much of hope Things are so shiny, their thoughts are profound Their existence is so much bandwidth-bound I have seen so many broken souls.... There's someone who's just recently divorced There's someone who's still living life by force There's someone ,who's trying to find unknown things There's someone, who's in awe of surrounding bling Their likes, their followers, their influence around Their virtual world where they're emperor uncrowned I have seen so many broken souls.... Sympathy, empathy, even friendship online Till the time they get likes, everything is fine They've their own bubble, in which they breathe Their troubles from real world, seems like they've sheathed They need this kingdom to stay happy and sound This is their happy world, this is their playgro...

Ek tadap hai anjaani si, Ruh me jaise bechaini si.. Kuchh chubhtaa hai in aankho me, jo paani behtaa rehtaa hai... Har shahar gali dhundhaa tujhko, Naa jaane tu kahaa rehta hai.. Wo saare dar dekhe maine jahaa tu kabhi dikhti thi, chhu ke dekhi wo har ek jagah jahaa paao tu kabhi rakhti thi Ye sochke ke shaayad kuchh to mehsoos kabhi hoga tujhko, dil tasweer teri taktaa rehtaa hai Har shahar gali dhundhaa tujhko, Naa jaane tu kahaa rehta hai.. Maine chhan liya har ek manzar tak, Jabal (mountain) se leke samundar tak Par nahi mila tera koi nishaan, Aankhe thak gayi raahe tak tak Ab kitna aur me dhundhoo tujhe Har pal ab dum mera ghutataa hai Har shahar gali dhundhaa tujhko, Naa jaane tu kahaa rehta hai.. Ab aur nahi hota mujhse, har pal tera intezaar karnaa katataa kalejaa le le ke, saanse lete lete yu marnaa Bass mujhko hi tadpaaye khudaa, Khayaal baaki sab ka rakhtaa hai Har shahar gali dhundhaa tujhko, Naa jaane tu kahaa rehta hai..

Feet as soft as some goddess's heart, Those cute little eyes just stands apart She was so pretty, so pure, so tender I thought kids are kids, they don't have gender But there comes evil with his darkened shadow To wipe out that heaven and spread fuckinn sorrow then she died that painful death, Tearing my belief, shaking my faith It kills me a lot, even to think about this, how my blue planet turned into an abyss She was supposed to take away all my pain, She was my ray of hope, she was my rain Her chirp was something that kept me alive, A breath of fresh air of my hive  but then... then she died that painful death, Tearing my belief, shaking my faith Now I doubt everyone I see, Is this really a human or some demonic flea Let me hide my fairies from you bloody monster For god sake, even your mother was a daughter I can definitely save her, I thought I'm so strong I'll not let her down, there'll never be anything wrong but then... the...

That gleam, that breeze, that shine was cause of my mease I still smell your perfume, that used to bring me to peace. That time was so nice, when you were around, you vanished and since then I always felt so downed. I'm sprinting, n struggling to move ahead, Your memories are haunting, making me feel afraid. 've no clue where're you now, while my sun is setting, in those talk of you, my heart is still retting Once, just once, you give me a shout, It's been a long time, since am missing your clout. Just see me again and give me back my ease, am waiting n waiting, you come back to me please. That gleam, that breeze, that shine was cause of my mease I still smell your perfume, that used to bring me to peace. So many days have passed, since we moved apart, so many days have passed, since you crushed my heart. It's painful to pass every moment without you, It feels something is still pending, something is still due. we were supposed to meet, supposed to be together, Tha...

सुनहरी धूप में, सुनहरे केसु संभालते हुए मैंने आज एक परी देखी माथे पे शीकन थी उसके, के धूप बहुत तेज़ है, आज गर्मी भी ज़्यादा है. क्यूँ ना होगी? सूरज का भी तो उसे देखने का इरादा है. क़ुदरत की सबसे हसीन तस्वीर, मैंने आज ज़मीं पे देखी. फिर उसने बातें की, ढेर सारी बातें की, कैसे उसने दिन है बिताए, लमहों से मुलाक़ातें की. उसका जगना, उसका सोना, उसके कुछ पल का जाया होना, हर बात पे साथ में उसका, खिलखिलाती सुबह सा हँसना. उसकी बातें सुनने बहाने, मैंने वो रूह हसीन देखी, क़ुदरत की सबसे हसीन तस्वीर, मैंने आज ज़मीं पे देखी. उसका साथ में होना जैसे आज ख़ुदा का नूर था, हर अच्छें ख़्वाबों का टूटना, ये भी तो दस्तूर था. उसकी बातें, उसका हँसना कैसे में समेट लूँ, कोशिश शिद्दत से की कही उसे बाहोमे ना लपेट लूँ. उसी सोच में जब में डूबा, उसे राह पे चलती देखी, जो दर्द हुआ वो कह ना पाऊँ, अपनी जान मचलती देखी. क़ुदरत की सबसे हसीन तस्वीर, मैंने आज ज़मीं पे देखी. सुनहरी धूप में, सुनहरे केसु संभालते हुए मैंने आज एक परी देखी...

एक एहसास फिर से, कुछ अल्फाज फिर से सालो पहले जिसने   था  लूटा,  वहीं अंदाज़ फिर से। ये कोई और है जो अब दिखता है, पर वहीं है रूबाब फिर से।। ऐसी थी ठोकर वो, कभी संभला ही नहीं था, सालों है गुज़रे, में ठहरा वहीं था। कुछ ऐसे ज़ख्म, जो दिल पे बने थे, मेरा टूट के बिखर जाना ही सही था। ना जाने क्यों आज ऐसा लगा है, खुशी का आदाब फिर से ये कोई और है जो अब दिखता है, पर वहीं है रूबाब फिर से।। हकीकत में उसको देखा भी नहीं है, तस्वीर मे पर वो दिखती हसीं है। मेरा वजूद महसूस भी ना हो उसको, कुछ इतना अंजान वो नाज़नीन है। अंधेरा था गहरा जो सालो है देखा, एक महताब फिर से ये कोई और है जो अब दिखता है, पर वहीं है रूबाब फिर से।।

Badi pyaari dikhti thi wo, ab Nazar nahi aati, Pasand thi bohot jyada mujhe, ab wo aawaz bhi nahi aati.. Zaamaana bit gayaa uski aahat sune, kaan bhi thak Gaye, Jab bhi gayaa uske gali me har baar paaw ruk Gaye.. Jaantaa hu badi dur hai wo, ab kisi aur ki zaroor hai wo, Meri koi galti bhi Kya hai, ke ab bhi Mera suroor hai wo... Bohot jyada bechain hota hu, hadd se jyada tadpataa hu, Nahi maanoge tum par ek pal bhi nahi bitataa jab use me yaad naa kartaa hu... Just ek formality me jaise din aur raate katattii hai, Sab kuchh bohot jyada adhoora hai, isi soch me saans atkti hai... Kisi paagal ki tarah ek miracle ki wait kartaa hu, Koi please na use jaake bataa do ki aaj me pahle se bhi jyada uspe martaa hu... Wo adhoorapan tumhe kis qadar khaata hai me bataataa hu, Ek din bhi nahi bitataa jab me washroom me jaa ke na rota hu... Utth jaane se sone tak bas tadpnaa tadpnaa, bheed me jaakar fir smoking room me akele khisaknaa... Sochu to kya sochu tere baare me, ye sochte rehnaa, Ghanto yeh...

Wo waqt bhi achha tha, aalam bhi sahi tha, Jab wo saath me tha, Ek khumaar sa yahi tha. Ab wo saath nahi, bas uski yaade hai, Aur gar tum aage badh paaye ho, to fir wo pyaar hi nahi tha. Uski baate tumhe pasand thi, wo muskurana tumhe bhaata tha, Bohot kam rutthte the wo, par manaanaa tumhe aata tha. Uska wo hasnaa bhi sahi tha aur gussa karnaa bhi pyaaraa tha. uski baate sunne tumhare paas waqt ddher saara tha kya aaj bhi tumhe lagtaa hai, ke wo yahi kahi hai? Agar tumhe aisa nahi lagta to uskaa jaanaa hi sahi tha. Agar tum aage badh paaye ho, to fir wo pyaar hi nahi tha. Mumkin hai ke shaayad wo tazabzub thi thodi, Tum uske liye sahi ho ya nahi isme pareshaan thi thodi. Pahle bhi tutt chuka tha, use kisipe jyada bharosaa hi nahi tha, Uskaa wo phoonk phoonk ke kadam rakhnaa hi sahi tha Kai baar chhup ke kuchh ddhundha hoga tune uski aankho me, Sach sach bataa, gar shakhs koi dikha tha tuze wahaa, to kya wo tu hi tha? Agar tum aage badh paaye ho, to fir wo pyaar hi nahi tha. Ab kai di...

Saalo bit gaye tuze judaa hoke mujhse, ab bhi teri yaad me, so nahi paata hu mein.. Har lamha tere sang waqt bhi aage badh chukaa hai, Me usi jagah thamaa hu, aage badh nahi paataa hu mein Wo coffee pe gupshup, wo tera chahknaa, wahaa baithe baithe kai saari baate karnaa.. Koi halkaa saa gossip bhi is qadar bataana, Jaise kisi raaz se pardaa hataanaa... Teri kahi har chhoti baat mujhse, ab bhi bhul nahi paataa hu mein, Har lamha tere sang waqt bhi aage badh chukaa hai, Me usi jagah thamaa hu, aage badh nahi paataa hu mein Mujhe yaad hai tera wo khilkhilaataa hasnaa, Sab kuchh keh ke fir ekdam se ruknaa.. Bataanaa tthik tha kya ye sochte rehnaa, aur fir badi mushkil se baate palatnaa... Wo be-matlab ki baate, roj ki mulaaqaate, unse kabhi ubhar nahi paata hu mein, Har lamha tere sang waqt bhi aage badh chukaa hai, Me usi jagah thamaa hu, aage badh nahi paataa hu mein Mein jaantaa hu tu khush hogi kahi ab tere ghar, Shaayad mein wo nahi tha, jo thaa teraa tasvvur.. Humsafar tera ban paa...

Aaj fir me gayaa tha wahaa, jahaa hum aur tum jaate the. Kaiii baate karte the aur sang sang coffee pite the. Kya sahi hai aur kya galat ye saare faisle kar ke, hum kitne acche hai ye soch muskuraate the. Wahaa jaana to mere liye bass bahaanaa hota tha, sidhe bol nahi saktaa tha, par is bahaane tuz sang waqt bitaanaa hota tha. Har baare me tere khayaalaat me sun leta tha, Teri baate sunne ke bahaane tuze ji bhar ke dekh letaa tha. Koi nagmaa baithe baithe halke se gungunaate the, sach jaante the dono par fir bhi ek dusre ko aajmaate the. Aaj fir me gayaa tha wahaa, jahaa.... Table bhi wahi tha, waise hi rakhaa hua, kuchh bhi nahi badlaa hai yahaa, ye mahsoos bhi hua. Fir bhi kuchh khaali khaali tha, ek ajeeb si kami thi, Mausam ne bhi pakdi ek gandi si namee thi. Fir pataa nahi kya dhundhne lagaa me, bas tere khayaal me, Uljhataa gayaa jaise me kisi anjaane sawaal me, Hameshaa ki tarah ye mere, tuze sochne ke bahaane the, bikhraa kuch aise tutt ke tere jaane ke baad, tutte aaine ke ab...

You are the only one I ever wanted.. it's been a long time but, with your memories my life's stll haunted. Those eyes, those looks and that mesmerizing smile, I haven't really breathe your scent since a while. I see you in everyone, I feel you everywhere, This world may call me crazy, I don't really care... I called you so many times, you never responded. but still.... You are the only one I ever wanted.. Those sweet memories of you, every moment I cheer, those footsteps of yours, you can still listen in my ears. That aura, that feel, that chirp, that presence, that existence of your's, which I miss feel like a penance. Once you left me that day, my life's got distorted... I called you so many times, you never responded. but still.... You are the only one I ever wanted.. Expecting they'll tell me of you, I speak to your friends, Though I understand we're no more close and at two different ends. May be you don't remember me or my name any more, But j...

Waiting for you... like an earth for rain everything else in disdain.. again n again... Waiting for you.. Those suave eyes...that pretty look, That prepossessing face... Like a god-written book.. I am in love with those eyes of yours, Did you ever notice? Did you ever know? that voice of your's is my little domaine... (winery) Waiting for you... like an earth for rain everything else in disdain.. again n again... Waiting for you.. I still try to find your, shadow around me, I guess my prayers are ignored by almighty.. Tell me if there's a way, where I can once see you, Let me be myself for once, and you be old of you. Did it ever happen to you, that your life becomes your bane... Waiting for you... like an earth for rain everything else in disdain.. again n again... Waiting for you.. Last time when we met, we never spoke, You ignored me completely, I still dread that look.. you were with your boyfriend, with mug in your hand, It didn't really break me there, guessed this w...

It's just another day, I got up late.. Have no purpose again and i've no date Just like yesterday, It'll all be boring With wide open eyes, my soul will be snoring.. Have checked my emails, I thought something might have work, It was junk as always, again felt like a jerk. Then I picked up my phone and called up few clients, I knew it'll be crap but still trying to be bryant (strong) had to get up and go, had to knock at few gates With such a bad time, can't afford to be in a bate (frsutrated mood) It's just another day, I got up late.. Have no purpose again and i've no date I walked upto few known, with a smiling face, and told, haven't seen them since long, in this never ending race. They smiled sheepishly, might have known my need, I know my face was telling story, was showing all the greed. That time has passed, when people used to wait, My time was precious, same people paid hourly rate. It's just another day, I got up late.. Have no purpose a...

Ek geet tere naam fir karnaa hai, Ek jaam tere sang fir bharnaa hai. Jo thodi to yaad rahe tuze aisi kaii baate kar ke, Ek baar najro se tujhe fir chumnaa hai. Fir aaungaa teri gali me, tuze dekhne ke bahaane, Fir hogi tere dosto se dosti, tujhe sunne ke bahaane, Fir se kai chakkar teri ghar ke niche me, fir kaatungaa, Fir se tuze maangne un mandiro me, jaana hai apna sar jhukaane. Ek baar mujhe fir se tujhe khub taqnaa hai, Ek geet tere naam fir karnaa hai, Ek jaam tere sang fir bharnaa hai. Naamumkin baatonke khwaab mujhe fir dekhne hai, Ddher saare alag alag mansube tere saamne fir rakhne hai, Unme se shaayad tu kuchh maane aur kuchh nahi maanegi, Par tere 'nahi', 'shaayad', "hmm", ke mithe ber mujhe fir chakhne hai. Ek baar mujhe tere sang bohot khub hasnaa hai, Ek geet tere naam fir karnaa hai, Ek jaam tere sang fir bharnaa hai. Paagal keh denge saare mujhe, par pataa hai ke tu waapas aayegi, thodi bohot badal chuki hogi, par fir bhi wahi hansi laayegi, ...

Tera aana tera jaanaa, Bin kahe kuchh sataanaa Kisi aur sang has ke, Mujhe yuhi tadpaanaa Fir bhi mera tujhpe marnaa, Jaise banaa meri bhool hai.. Khushboo teri aise jaise tu koi phool hai.. Qaatilaanaa aankhe teri, Maare mujhe baar baar.. Baate chubhti hai teri jaise tez hathiyaar.. Dinbhar teri baate, jagwaaye mujhe raate Kabhi ispe kabhi uspe, har baat pe tu daante Tera hasnaa to jannat par daatna bhi quabool hai, Khushboo teri aise jaise tu koi phool hai.. Sapne me har raat aaye, rakhe tu jagaaye Na so paau, na utth paau, har pal tadpaaye Na khaa pau, Na pi paau, pura jeena dushwaar hai, Aankh khol, mujhe dekh, tujhse kitnaa mujhe pyaar hai Ab koi nahi mera, tu hi nabi tu hi rasool hai Khushboo teri aise jaise tu koi phool hai..

Tere bicchadne pe is shiddat se roya tha, Maine jaise apnaa sab kuchh khoyaa tha. Dard kuchh is qadar kass ke jagaa tha andar hi andar, Jaise ke maine apna zakhm bhi namak se dhoya tha. Par har pal ye lagta rahaa jaise is din ki shaam abhi baaki hai Tere sang jo hoga aakhri, wo jaam abhi baaki hai. Tera faislaa tha jaane ka, tu chali hi gayi, Muqaddar hai mera intezaar, mai yahi khadaa rahaa Tune pichhe mood ke dekha bhi nahi kabhi ek baar bhi, aur me yuhi teri door jaati aahto me padaa rahaa. Tera aakhri dua salaam meri taraf abhi baaki hai, Tere sang jo hoga aakhri, wo jaam abhi baaki hai. Jahaa kahi bhi hogi tu, ye mujhko pataa hai, Naa teri yaado me, na khayaalo me mujhe jagaa hai Shaayad dekhne pe, jaldi se pehchan bhi na paayegi, Na pahchanne ki bhi tere paas kuchh na kuchh wajah hai. Par dil aaj bhi kehtaa hai, ke meri chaahat ka aayam abhi baaki hai, Tere sang jo hoga aakhri, wo jaam abhi baaki hai. Hum dono ko jaanewale yahaa log ddher saare hai, Jo kabhi na thi un apni najdi...