Struggling time

It's just another day, I got up late..
Have no purpose again and i've no date
Just like yesterday, It'll all be boring
With wide open eyes, my soul will be snoring..

Have checked my emails, I thought something might have work,
It was junk as always, again felt like a jerk.
Then I picked up my phone and called up few clients,
I knew it'll be crap but still trying to be bryant (strong)
had to get up and go, had to knock at few gates
With such a bad time, can't afford to be in a bate (frsutrated mood)
It's just another day, I got up late..
Have no purpose again and i've no date

I walked upto few known, with a smiling face,
and told, haven't seen them since long, in this never ending race.
They smiled sheepishly, might have known my need,
I know my face was telling story, was showing all the greed.
That time has passed, when people used to wait,
My time was precious, same people paid hourly rate.
It's just another day, I got up late..
Have no purpose again and i've no date

Everyone cheered me up, said something good is coming,
Smiling was all I can do, hiding all my blooming. (Annoyance)
I've to be stronger, can't droop my shoulder,
When the time's not with me, I need to play bolder.
I flexed my arms, decided not to sound grate, (make an unpleasant rasping sound)
I'm here to win this, and not just as a bait
May be one more another day, when I got up late..
I will try again till I pass this time I hate.