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Saalo bit gaye...

Saalo bit gaye tuze judaa hoke mujhse, ab bhi teri yaad me, so nahi paata hu mein.. Har lamha tere sang waqt bhi aage badh chukaa hai, Me usi jagah thamaa hu, aage badh nahi paataa hu mein Wo coffee pe gupshup, wo tera chahknaa, wahaa baithe baithe kai saari baate karnaa.. Koi halkaa saa gossip bhi is qadar bataana, Jaise kisi raaz se pardaa hataanaa... Teri kahi har chhoti baat mujhse, ab bhi bhul nahi paataa hu mein, Har lamha tere sang waqt bhi aage badh chukaa hai, Me usi jagah thamaa hu, aage badh nahi paataa hu mein Mujhe yaad hai tera wo khilkhilaataa hasnaa, Sab kuchh keh ke fir ekdam se ruknaa.. Bataanaa tthik tha kya ye sochte rehnaa, aur fir badi mushkil se baate palatnaa... Wo be-matlab ki baate, roj ki mulaaqaate, unse kabhi ubhar nahi paata hu mein, Har lamha tere sang waqt bhi aage badh chukaa hai, Me usi jagah thamaa hu, aage badh nahi paataa hu mein Mein jaantaa hu tu khush hogi kahi ab tere ghar, Shaayad mein wo nahi tha, jo thaa teraa tasvvur.. Humsafar tera ban paa...

Aaj fir me gayaa tha wahaa..

Aaj fir me gayaa tha wahaa, jahaa hum aur tum jaate the. Kaiii baate karte the aur sang sang coffee pite the. Kya sahi hai aur kya galat ye saare faisle kar ke, hum kitne acche hai ye soch muskuraate the. Wahaa jaana to mere liye bass bahaanaa hota tha, sidhe bol nahi saktaa tha, par is bahaane tuz sang waqt bitaanaa hota tha. Har baare me tere khayaalaat me sun leta tha, Teri baate sunne ke bahaane tuze ji bhar ke dekh letaa tha. Koi nagmaa baithe baithe halke se gungunaate the, sach jaante the dono par fir bhi ek dusre ko aajmaate the. Aaj fir me gayaa tha wahaa, jahaa.... Table bhi wahi tha, waise hi rakhaa hua, kuchh bhi nahi badlaa hai yahaa, ye mahsoos bhi hua. Fir bhi kuchh khaali khaali tha, ek ajeeb si kami thi, Mausam ne bhi pakdi ek gandi si namee thi. Fir pataa nahi kya dhundhne lagaa me, bas tere khayaal me, Uljhataa gayaa jaise me kisi anjaane sawaal me, Hameshaa ki tarah ye mere, tuze sochne ke bahaane the, bikhraa kuch aise tutt ke tere jaane ke baad, tutte aaine ke ab...